• The birth of social anxiety.

    Ahhh.  The weekend. Weekends are extra difficult to navigate when you suffer from social anxiety. I dread stores on weekends.  Too many people, too many sounds, scents….it all bothers me. I don’t choose to live this way.  I wish I didn’t care about any of that. Just want to be normal. Social anxiety is a…


  • Morning rituals of the young & the restless

    My first waking thought is, “great. this again.”  Sometimes I wake up and feel like crying just because I can’t handle the weight of it all. Sometimes I do, and most times I stare up at the ceiling and replay every single humiliating, embarrassing and painful event in my life. Either this or drown myself…


  • This is for all you beautiful weirdos…

    So quick introduction: I have childhood traumas that manifest in everyday life.  Of course that is not the entirety of who I am, but for the purposes of blogging and anonymity, I’ll keep that description for now. That’s also the entire purpose for starting this blog. I struggle with many mental issues, go to therapy…